At first I talked to you online.
You were cute and I had a crush.
And you were my first crush,
Well… the first girl.
So scared, so nervous, but so excited.
Late one night I came to your door.
Not sure what to say,
Not sure what to do,
We went for a walk.
You knew what to do,
You had done this before.
You took my hand in yours
As we walked for what I hoped would be forever.
We found a bench, where I never thought one would be.
So nervous but so excited I held you and touched you.
I was shaking but you calmed me.
You made ok what everyone else said was so wrong.
I wanted to kiss you,
I wanted it more than anything else.
You would have let me too,
If I had just taken that step.
I wish I had,
I wish I could have in that moment,
But I froze,
Missed my opportunity.
And then,
In one breath
Everything was cut short.
I had my moment,
Where time froze and I could have had it all,
But I let it slip away.
I said goodbye and walked away,
But I couldn't stop looking at you,
Wishing I could redo the opportunity I missed.